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Gonna invest in this body as soon as the cash starts flowin'.. or if I get rid of the rest of my shoes.
Lent '09
- No swearing
- No meat on Wednesdays also
- No junk food
The semester starts in about 2 weeks, my birthday is about 3 weeks away, & the deadline for the instant rebate for the Canon EF-S 10-22mm f/3.5-4.5 USM Autofocus Lens is next week. There's a bunch of time left to relax & go back to work...
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January 7th - Wednesday
There are a lot of sales even though the shopping season is over. Well, since tomorrow will most likely be the same as the past few days (boring), I'll consume time by complying a wishlist. I desperately need to get out of this house...
...'cause the next 3 years are going to be critical & I have to stay focused and determined. These 3 years are going to dictate what I'll be doing for the rest of my life & I understand what I have to do...
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January 6th - Tuesday
25 days left 'til I'm 21 & 16 days 'til the first day of the Spring semester.
November 15 - Saturday
... but it'll only be useless. I feel useless. Fuck, Princess was on my laptop & I told her not to close the window, but she forgot. Now I'm stuck trying to remember everything I wrote before. Fuck it, though. I realize that the shit that I wrote is stupid & feeling sorry for myself isn't going to help me. I have to move on because what's the point in pursuing a love that isn't there? I'm only hurting myself, while that love is gone & probably isn't coming back. I might sound angry because I am. I have to let my frustration out & this is the only way because, no disrespect to my family & friends, I came here with nothing but that someone & now that it's gone, I'm left with nothing. I love my family here, but their support is limiting & I just feel alone. I know all this ranting isn't going to help with anything important, but I have to suck up my pride & take the punches thrown at me. I have to try & put everything aside & focus on more important things instead of something that is leading my hope to a dead end. I fucking hate that destiny shit because you can't rely on it, you have to take hold of it & take action instead of not working through stress & hardship and being so weak that you believe it'll be easy to sit back and let it do the driving. Life isn't easy that's why people work hard & make sacrifices to try & ease it up, even if it just by a little.
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EDIT:
November 14 - Friday
Just went to class and played basketball in the afternoon. I have to study for my Midterms so I'm prolly gonna be a mole inside my room.
Looking forward to these. Just gonna wait until Midterms are over, then we'll see...
November 13 - Thursday
Snapped my damn board; RIP
So frustrated lately that I took all that frustration out on my beloved 6 1/2 year old board
Bow down on your knees to Canon!!!
No one to high five...
I'm tired of school...
November 12 - Wednesday
I want my 10-22mm already
Boredom kills
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Looking to get rid of some stuff. I need cash 'cause Lynard's birthday, X-mas, & my birthday is coming up within the next 2 1/2 months...
Pics should be up after I'm done with Midterms... maybe sooner if I can't focus on studying
I like this picture for some reason
November 2 - Sunday
I need to get ready and focus. I've got lot ahead of me. Gotta concentrate this week.
Haven't done a panoramic in awhile:
Click on it. It's the same view, different lens (50mm f1.4).
WDIWT
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna get the Canon 17-55mm f2.8 IS USM & Canon 10-22mm f3.5-4.5 USM. I wish I can get the 17-55mm next summer & the 10-22mm next X-mas.